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headache [February 22, 2008 | 05:42 PM] i dont care already. fyi, i have 3 different blogs frm 3 different domains and i got bored with everyone of it. i think from now onwards, i shall just post anywhere i want  so maybe the next upcoming post will be at blogger, wordpress etc. but for now, i feel like updating here. hahaha. im in denial. so exams are officially over for me. dont wanna elaborate about it coz i've already switched my brain to HOLIDAY WOOHOO mode. so school is like bleargh for me right now. i dont care.  i was reading fana's blog about how she should have studied harder during PSLE so that she would have ended up in a good secondary school thus leading her to end up in a good, elite junior college instead of ending up in a neighbourhood jc and after reading that post, i felt the same way. i should have studied harder during psle days but what was i doing? playing a fool. seriously i was a rascal back in primary school days. always get in trouble with my form teacher coz a group of us hated her but we soon learned she was nice. i ended up studying last minute for PSLE and was suprised to be eligible for express like seriously i was expecting myself to like not do well at all. my score was alright but i ended up in a neighbour hood school which was a downgrade. i was frm st anthony's canossian pri which was supposed to be one of the good schools in singapore but sekali, ended up in neighbourhood school. i cried buckets when i found out i wasnt going to st anthony's secondary. but oh wells. i managed to get through the whole 4 years of secondary school experiencing things that wouldnt normally occur in a girl's school. well my point is, if i had studied like properly during PSLE, i would end up in a better secondary school, which leads to better grades for O's but no point realising and regretting now. i had a choice to study hard but i chose to study hard last minute. i havent had anything planned for the holidays but im coming down to aussie next 2 weeks. melbourne to be precise. i cant wait. a breather from all things that were pulling me down for past few months and finally somewhere other than good old kuala lumpur. hahaha.  i hope to lose 5kg in 2 weeks. possible okay. i've been trying out this belly dancing aerobics that my mum bought not to long ago so we'll see if it helps american idol's coming up next. i wanna go watch. toodles.

[November 23, 2007 | 03:29 PM] oh gosh, handsome nak mampos. and so tall. i think right, i want to marry an ang moh/mat salleh(Sp?)/caucasian.  because like i said before, my children will look damn bloody exotic and lawa and so tall can become model but then again it will depend on God to decide if the child receives my genes or my ang moh husband's genes. malay guys nowadays are so short. i want someone who is 1.8m and above so obviously singaporean men are not qualified. i have a friend who is shorter than 1.7m and one time i was like,"eh you're kind of short for a guy eh."and i think he felt offended but laughed away.  oh and i like guys with long hair *points upwards* somehow malay guys just dont look nice with long hair, in fact it makes them look messier and so dirty.  so there u go another reason why i wanna marry an ang moh.  i know my reasons doesnt make sense and isnt a good enough reason why i should marry and ang moh but i dont care.  so the other day mas and i were like describing our future husbands to each other and she also wants an ang moh husband HAHAHAHHA and i think one way to get one is to become an AIR STEWARDESS!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA you know i might wanna take it to consideration because hey u get to travel around the world while working which is so cool. and ur work is just to serve drinks and food and tuck in the passengers when they go to bed and make sure ur passengers are comfortable. although my mum says becoming an air stewardess is as good as becoming a high class waitress but the pay's good and the uniform(im talking about SIA) is so wow, so elegant and classy. but of course air stewardess will remain in the bottom of my list for now i've not decided what i really wanna be in life. i cant possibly imagine myself as an engineer nor a business women. a teacher? hmm maybe but i fear teenagers today. they scare the hell outta me.and i wont wanna teach primary school students either. aiyah u noe what i really wanna be?  i wanna be a tai tai and a socialite. just sleep wake up eat shop eat shop go home sleep. i wish life was that glamorous and luxurious. and the reason why i wrote this entry because i miss kyle patrick.  it has been 1 week and one day since we saw him at penin and also because i've been thinking a lot lately about my future, ya know all those mambo jambo about what do u imagine urself in 5, 10 years time.  argh, whatever. i wanna stay 18. its like the perfect age.

[November 18, 2007 | 10:48 PM] [ mood | omg! ] wah. its been sucha long time since i update. i pretty much forgot that i even had an eljay. the past few weeks, oh gosh, how can i describe it. er eventful? surreal? im still caught in a daze. last monday, mas, fana and me were just randomly hanging around airport to like hang out and we managed to see linkin park, when i mean linkin park, i mean mike shinoda and chester bennington. OH MY GUESE, MIKE SHINODA is so OMG OMG OMG. im not really a big fan of chester cause his second wife is a playboy model.  mike looks more of a family guy. unfortunately, we didnt manage to take a picture with them because of bodyguards and what nots but we got to see them which is good enough for us. then secondly, on thursday, fana and me were walking aimlessly at peninsula to just window shop and we were browsing thru the shops there. there was this particular shop where we saw a really tall guy and he had long,luscious brown hair and was wearing a coat over a tee shirt and jeans and white shoes that look very familiar. then fana and me were asking ourselves. could it be him? could it be kyle patrick? no it cant be right cause why on earth would he be at peninsula alone? hahaha but my instinct said that it was kyle and so i went,:" OMG FANA, its him!" and then i so bodoh go and run away, LOL. thanks to fana, we managed to take a picture with him when he was browsing for shades. he was so nice, so humble and down to earth. after taking the photograph, we chatted and the conversation was so casual like a friend whom i've not talk to for years kinda conversation, asking him when and what he was doing in singapore again since they were here like 3 weeks ago. fana confessed his love for joe guese to him and he laughed and said guese's the man. the other guys were back in the hotel chilling.  asked more questions and then bid him goodbye because we didnt want to distract him from shopping.10 minutes chatting with him felt so aaaah then after that little incident, we ran to the toilet and screamed hahaha because it was so surreal. who would have knew? our hard work paid off  eh fana. i was so damn happy cause i've been crushing on him since the day i watched jenny on mtv and now, i love him more now knowing that he's so down to earth and humble.  unfortunately, i cant post the photo cause photobucket is being a bitch. so next post then.  still in a daze though. i keep pinching myself to see if the incident was really real. OMG!

i dont know what to write for the title. [October 31, 2007 | 11:43 PM] [ mood | amused ] heyho! this journal has been very patient with me because if ikut my feelings, i would have abandoned and deleted it like a long time ago but because i know that one day, i will be gatal and start a new domain which is so troublesome at times. well thats not the point, the point is i think having a journal can be rather therapeautic(Sp?) at times when i need to let go of some stuff that are bugging me.  for example, i think my friendship with waheedah is______________. i feel like we're drifting apart. i dont know why and what caused it but i just feel that way. i shant be so shallow and blame her for spending more time with her boyfriend but what can i do, the girl's in love i cant possibly stop the relationship can i. i hate how i dont even noe her boyfriend cause as a concerned friend, i want the best for her and stuff and i hope this guy treats her right. aargh screw relationships ar, seriously. i think its a waste of time.  but thank goodness for irfana. i've  been spending time with her and mastari the past few days which is awesome i miss irfana and now since she's on hols, i can spend more time with her. yay! i miss tution days with her and finally i can relieve those days. laughing and talking cock wah best! lol today we played the game, would you rather. ben sexy siah, he's like a sex bomb OMGoodness REALLYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! i get turned on when i see him lol lol lol lol lol. i think if i marry him, i'll never get bored.LOL.  online shows have been keeping me entertained for the past few days such as The Hills season 3, Ugly Betty season 2, Smallville season 7. Gossip girl, ANTM cycle 9, Pageant Place ,Prison break season 3, Beauty and the geek season 4 and A shot at love love with tila tequila which is so M18 i think tila should end up with a guy because all the guys hot ok mostly except for domenico. i hardly watch any tv nowadays because programmes all so boring. channel 5 is gonna premier heroes season 1 when i can watch season 2 online or at star world.   to end this pointless entry i think joe guese has a thing for me ar.i caught him several times looking at me.i have proof! ( i knew it! ) seriously joe, if u really like me and think im cute, u should have just plucked up the courage and ask me for my number you know cause i'll be more than happy to give it to u. u maybe scary spice but still looks hot to me :D after that can u pass me ben's number? thank! :))

BLACK EYED PEAS AND THE CLICK FIVE [October 27, 2007 | 11:03 PM] ( BEP AND THE CLICK FIVE IN THE CUT BABY!!! )

good days [October 26, 2007 | 12:18 PM] black eyed peas concert was rocking and i had so much fun! click 5 opened for them and they were fantastic. BEN was crazy we went up to him and started dancing and he was going with the flow. click five showcase was good but i wasnt too happy with the people there. but anyways, KYLE PATRICK LOOKS OMG HOT GILA!!!!! but he doesnt look nice in photos. his nose looks rather different but nvm, his dimples made up for  it and his hands were nervy!! waaaaah!!! serious i want to marry him coz i think our children will have beautiful and deeps dimples like his. oh yar one downside is that, they look like tak mandi but watever they're hot and musically talented so im fine with that. ok photos and videos soon. oh and i hate how young girls these days are trying too hard to look older. seriously, there was this girl who was still in secondary school and her make up was thick i tell you, she looks 20! i think she put the whole container of blusher to her cheeks. like seriously, im 18( well turing soon in a day's time) and i wanna look younger, like 16 years old.

let's get it started! [October 12, 2007 | 10:35 AM] WE'RE GOING TO THE CONCERT BABY OMG OMG YAY!!!!  IM SO STOKED WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!! Anyhow, to all muslims out there, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

post no 4. [October 02, 2007 | 11:07 PM] [ mood | content ] yeah, yeah i know this is the fourth post for the day but i was so boreddddddddddddddddddd that i decided to end the day with a fourth entry. oh gosh. anyways i met with nabila today like finally that minah jepun is so hard to get hold with.  iftar today was spent at cik razak's house, my ex tutor together with the best friends and the tution mates such as syazwan, shalihin whom i've not seen oh my goodness he slimmed down since the last time i saw him, shahrul, izzat and alif  yeah as in alyph from sleeq like finally i have a friend who is somehow "famous" and i got to know him way before he was famous so yeah yay! the first thing i noticed of alif was his legs omg so hairy so hairy. LOL LOL LOL after that the guys were practically making fun of waheedah and her busties omg so mean but nabila and me kept laughin. sorry waheedah we still love u though :) and yeah abg akir was there and he's still with his gf of 2 years, i think. and omg he changed in terms of dressing and i asked about his car which he used to call his turtle mobile and he would send us home back in those days. aaaah memories. going back there brought back a lot of happy memories as well as painful memories. speaking of painful memories, some things just dont change. she was still mean to us. well i cant say much cause that's her problem, i've totally forgotten about the incident and moved on from all the negative things. life's too short to hate and to make enemies, dont u think? and i cant wait to go back to school yo'!

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